"a couple that smiles together, stays together"

What I've been doing...

Hmm guess what I've been doing...
When I'm off, packing, unpacking, meeting up with frds, chatting, tidying up my room, trying to read up some notes (but apparently failed to lol), spending time with family and of cus missing him, especially when he's not around now.

Did some pondering on and off, i would say. Actually it's the ups and downs of emotions... Whereby, if I could take it when he's not around and trying to be strong... Msg'd a frd smth and think I freaked him out lOl. If I were him, I guess I would have the same reaction too. Hahas. *my apologies handsome*

Din't know how to start an entry anymore, somehow lost the feelings to write, couldn't really pen down what I want to say cus it's all in my mind and am so lost. It's not because of negative thoughts or happenings, just that the drive and motivation isn't that strong anymore. That applies only to work, to life, but not love.

On the other hand, am very glad that love - him, is my only source of motivation. =) His words can make me feel lousy to fantastic. In fact, the first time I felt it and it was great. Cus my previous flight wasn't that great and I was glad I have him ard. *Darling, really thanks alot!*

Now am gonna prepare to go out for a dinner! Hope everything goes well and shall update as frequently as possible. Till then, my misses goes out to everyone. *smoochies*

*Only for precious, luddssm,sbl*

posted by Zhen @ 3:44 PM