"a couple that smiles together, stays together"

random post

2007-05-30T02:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, when you're all alone. thoughts, wild thoughts...

At times, i wished, i hadn't met * at all. *'s an ugly past, i guessed, tho' there were happy moments too. But still, if I'm given a choice, I would choose not to know * at all and forget every single memory of us.

Not say being selfish or whatever, I think it's just can't stand what * is doing. Or maybe *'s different from what I expected and... just feel like ridding off any bond, connection, friendship, links... etc...

Anyway, that aside, I'm very happy with what I've now and I do not want anything more to do with *. Call me childish, selfish, whatever! *'s just not the * that I used to know.... anymore.

I just wanna lead a happy life from now on, with baby, family and my beloved friends. I will erase you outta my memory... no longer inside, not anymore.

-

2007-05-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

From now onwards... will try to post my schedule up so friends will know where I am okie? =]

Anyway miss the good ol' times... not only friends, but also him him him... =(

Ages ago...

[Esp trying to study.]

[one of our crazeeeee shots]

[love is blind or blur?]

[at Changi Beach.]

[Baby's 1st bouquet of roses. V'day07]

[21st B'day flowers!! *loves tulips*]

[Days when we just met... innocent him :P]

Baby, if you happen to read this post, just wanna let you know how much happiness and joy you've brought into my life. I've really NEVER thought I would deserve a guy like you. I'm not gonna let you go, am gonna hold you tight. If there's any punishment you would want me to give, that will be... to have you by my side for the rest of my life. *ilu*

Dearest friends, i love you guys too, don't worry! =P *smoochies*

2007-04-11T17:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life can just be so shitty... I've upset her, made her cry and worst of all, said words that I don't mean to... only to realise at the end of the day, it only made us more and more distant.

What's the point? What's wrong with me? What's all in my mind is that I kept thinking that things aren't going smoothly, no matter how much I've worked and it's never enough. Never.

What if I'm jobless... what will happen? I don't dare to say... cus in the end, I'll still be feeling lousy. I hate it. What's wrong... Can't things just be right for once?

I don't know how to face her from now on... a broken and upset heart is what I see on her face...

In short, I'm just useless and at times, I wish my existence is not recognised at all.

I'm really really sorry...

...

2007-04-04T12:37:00.001+08:00

Uncertainties vs Stability.

I hate it... when there's uncertainties in a rship. Is it because I've fallen too deep to the extent that I'm afraid of losing... Or the reason is just me...

Assurance, stability, happiness, loved... that's what I wish for.

But sometimes, it just takes two to clap and I hope I will get the answer in time to come.

Getting too emo at times will only make others worried, especially him.

I do not want to, I do not wish to. All I hope for is that HE will be happy.

"a couple that smiles tgt, will stay tgt."

What I've been doing...

2007-02-04T15:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm guess what I've been doing...
When I'm off, packing, unpacking, meeting up with frds, chatting, tidying up my room, trying to read up some notes (but apparently failed to lol), spending time with family and of cus missing him, especially when he's not around now.

Did some pondering on and off, i would say. Actually it's the ups and downs of emotions... Whereby, if I could take it when he's not around and trying to be strong... Msg'd a frd smth and think I freaked him out lOl. If I were him, I guess I would have the same reaction too. Hahas. *my apologies handsome*

Din't know how to start an entry anymore, somehow lost the feelings to write, couldn't really pen down what I want to say cus it's all in my mind and am so lost. It's not because of negative thoughts or happenings, just that the drive and motivation isn't that strong anymore. That applies only to work, to life, but not love.

On the other hand, am very glad that love - him, is my only source of motivation. =) His words can make me feel lousy to fantastic. In fact, the first time I felt it and it was great. Cus my previous flight wasn't that great and I was glad I have him ard. *Darling, really thanks alot!*

Now am gonna prepare to go out for a dinner! Hope everything goes well and shall update as frequently as possible. Till then, my misses goes out to everyone. *smoochies*

*Only for precious, luddssm,sbl*

Back? After half a yr?

2007-01-18T03:46:00.000+08:00

Woots! It's almost near to 7 mths ever since my last super duper uper short post! =P And suddenly had the urge to blog. Firstly, wanna wish everyone a very happy and prosperous 2007. 06 was a year of ups and downs and definitely, 07 is gonna be one too. (How can everything be so smooth right? lol :D)

Anyway, work has been fine and kinda getting tired of it, just interested in the $$ though, other than that, nothing much to mention about except that it's fun travelling around, getting to know more about new places!

Friendship has been an issue~ trying to meet up with frds as much as possible and needless to say, they miss me... so do I. =P (I'm thick-skinned, I know! heh)

Family - is very important and guess they are more understanding, maybe because of my job! Super love em'! :)

Love is in the air~ I'm glad that I've met him and have him around during my bad times and of cus good times too duh! *super miss him now* =(

Grgh...detests army cus it deprives me of him!!!

*zzz time*

Busy

2006-06-01T19:07:00.000+08:00

I realised... I'm a busy lil' girl. =/

Love Sweet

2006-05-30T00:03:00.000+08:00

Dedicated to the 'special' that I heart:

I like the way you make me laugh at your silliness/blurness.
I like the way you wake me up for work.
I like the way you feed me when I'm too lazy to eat.
I like the way you look when I made you go !@#$%.
I like the way you take care of me when I'm sick.
I like the way you assure me when things go wrong.
I like the way you look at me in the eyes and tell me words you meant serious.
I like the way you show your care, concern and love to your 'goldfish'.

All in all, I like the way you are - no doubt. *<3*

Exams are over!21

2006-05-09T21:20:00.001+08:00

Exams are over!

2006-05-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

*heaved a sigh of relief* Exams are finally over and surprisingly, I passed, but din't manage to score that well. I did quite badly for the role-play part and the things to take note is I must work on my confidence, stress and flow of words. So have to speak speak speak English often - IT's A MUST! =/ Tomorrow onwards will proceed on to phase 2, let's hope it'll be more fun despite the fact that the training will be more intensified.

And a long weekend is coming up soon! *yippies* Might have a class outing on Thurs and so on and so on. Plans yet to be confirmed, but am sure will not be slacking at home. =P Am going to catch Poseidon and MI3 soon with Mr Nice. =)

*Mr Nice, it's been nice having you around during my 'stressed' period. You've been out with me studying and funny thing is you studied my notes and no complaints at all. Thanks BoY! The feeling is great, because it's you.

Blissfully in love.

2006-05-07T13:03:00.000+08:00

06-05-06

The sweetest moment that can ever happen on a Saturday morning.
*<3*

Tues Blues!

2006-05-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

A long weekend had just passed and am back to work. Tuesday Blues! -_-" As usual, flagged a cab to work and cost me 7 buckeroos, just because of jam and morning surcharge. Freaking ex to me larh! *PenGs* Today was alright and we had this cultural talk by Jap LSS and she's really cute! All the hand gestures and her English made us laughed until wanna faints. Our service in Spore as compared to Japan is really hmm =x Spore still has room for improvement, just that Japanese emphasizes more on their packaging!

Am also kinda shocked when K passed me a bag and I saw this make-up remover wipes which she bought for me. The feeling was like "OMG, how come you went to buy?" and she was like "that time you saw it, but din't buy so ta-dang..." =) Just heart this friend of mine. She's having her Finance paper tomorrow. Let's pray that she will score flying colours for it! ^-^

Supposed to meet up with Mr Nice today but due to time constraint, had no choice but to stay at home. Well the mood for studying hasn't kick in yet and the trainer was like going to revise. I'm like !@#$%^/ ... *shrugs* Really have to buck up man! *sians* If only time...

Sometimes wonder is this a correct choice? But hecks, am in so am gonna make the best out of what I can. *say until like so easy... faints faints faints*

Nothing much to blog today though. Tomorrow's going down to US Embassy to make Visa and collect some uniform items. Till then, ciaos and take good care everyone!

Before i end off, this post is specially for you.
Mr Nice, don't worry k cus I understood your good intentions. =) Just that sometimes the urge is there but just have to control it. Well will meet up soon as Friday is approaching. And talking about the topics we shared today. Yea, it's kinda absurd larh~ And not bad of you too becoming like me, must be I'm very influential. =X Seriously speaking who will speak in such a manner like I do? =P Guess no one larh~ Very er xin right? *must be feeling regretful now... LOL*
Thanks for your moral support, I will still try to study! *muacks

Uniform Fitting

2006-04-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

A long weekend, but it's only just one more day of rest. Shall leave it for studying man! *mugging* =/ Went for uniform fitting today and woots, it took less than 10 mins and I'm done. A new set of uniform! Wee u Wee~ =) and Mr Nice accompanied me there. He was really nice larh~ cus my bag was heavy and he was the one who carried it for the whole day. Went shopping too and sadly, no clothes today, just a pair of earrings! *disappointed* And no 'grievances' from Mr Nice too~ Can't imagine how nice a person he is. And to say one, he's definitely one. That aside, hardworking people like us went to Esp library to study. Happy thing is he studied and I almost fell asleep. Took lotsa photos and hmm~ in conclusion, I studied about 2% only. *shrugs* -better buck up-

We skipped dinner and went for Haagen Daz's fondue! *superb* is the word to describe. The chocolate was damn good. Chocs have never been my favourite, but for this! It's really OMG! Will be some time later before I can eat again. This BMI thingy kept going on in my head and I've to cut down on snacks as I can't afford to gain weight, not even a kg. *faints* How serious this is, gosh!

My sixth sense tells me that I'll be having sore throat tomorrow and prays hard that I won't get it man! Bumped into Xy and his gf too. He looked stunned. LOL and well~ I was stunned too. *pEngS* Basically, today was a fun day out with Mr Nice. Thanks for your fondue treat! =) Tomorrow will be celebrating friend's bday with some other friends. Let's hope everything will go smoothly. Hees.

To Mr Nice: Thank you for being out with me today! I bet you're the 1st (other than frds in my school) to see me in uniform larh~ Must be laughing your head off right? I looked funny, I know. Lol~ And for accompanying me through out the whole shopping trip. Made you 'suffer' and perspire all the way. You must be thinking, "pls NO more next time like this?" =P and for giving me comments! The whole ride back was cam whoring! Still remember the 'good job'? The feeling is great. Have improved, well done and keep it up! :P Continue to do so! Lastly, I appreciated it when you sent me back. It's like more than what you should and for going an extra mile. Quality time spent. *muacks* To add on, shoes is more of a better choice when out with me~ Hees! =P

Love.

2006-04-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

The topic of seeing girls led to us getting more and more over with the conversation and trying to get angry because of that. I din't mean it seriously. And what's wrong with looking at girls? There's nothing wrong, silly. By all means, go ahead. If a guy looks at a girl and misunderstandings occur due to that, the rship is prolly bit fragile. That's what I think. I'm just testing your reaction, that's all. At one moment, when you apologised and "accept all punishments", I thot it was the moment when I matters alot to you.

Tired

2006-04-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Working from Mon to Fri. Sleeping less than 8 hours everyday! Wonders~ How can I NOT be a panda? Terrible plus horrible! Any cures to dark rings, pls anyone?

Anyway, went to a nursing home today with my batch mates and well~ was kinda shocked and lost while in there. We were around during the lunch period for this particular group of elderly and seriously speaking, I'm afraid. Afraid of language barriers and for my group, we attended to the elderly males. It was kinda hard initially because guys do have their ego and to start a conversation to them is much more difficult as compared to females. But nevertheless, I started a conversation and apparently, no response from them. Aiyah, morale of the story is I fed them their meals!!! Yeah~ Din't know I've such a compassionate side of me. *woOps =P

The weather today was good! And during class and on the journey back, I was dozing off MOST of the time. *deprived of sleep* Pls give me more time to zZz!!! =<

Read SGF's blog and was thinking whether to drop her a msg, in the end, I din't. Was assuming that she's mature enough to handle her own problems and will only step in to help when necessary. So here I hope that she's getting on fine and everything has been resolved. *Cheers to SGF and your mousey Nic* Pls let me know how's things going on okay, SGF!

Okay time for show and sleep~ shall blog soooooooooooooooooooooon.

Back to blog.

2006-04-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging for quite some time. Partly was due to work and spending time with loved ones. =) *jumps around* SGF is back and her post was a long one, but despite it being long, I enjoyed reading it. :)

Work had been fun and clubbing seems to be a norm. Well in time to come, you guys will know. Now is just the beginning and pls!!! May I know when my pay is coming in? I'm like so freaking broke! *faints* No matter how much I whine and complain, the fact still lies there. *shrugs* Okay exams in less than 2 weeks and here I am still kind of slacking or rather can't find any time to study or worse still, I can't seem to concentrate at all. The contents are far too much! Mounted up a pile of notes.

The weekend was well spent, I would say. Went for a bbq and a chalet. Bbq was fun, made new friends. Chalet~ hmm well-spent still. =) Most imptly, I got to meet ahem and spent some quality time together. We went to watch "You are my sunshine", which is a korean show and it's M18~ Innocent pple pls refrain from watching. =P I'm waiting for Poseidon and more more more movies. Not too long ago, I realised something... I'm a movie freak! And someone was influenced by me too~ Poor boy. >.<"

To SGF: Know you're back and have been waiting for me to post! Here it goes for you, I do miss you and knowing that you enjoyed your Genting trip with your Baby! Nothing beats the feeling of seeing you so happy. Cus we did made a pact or something that we have to be happy no matter what happens, right? ^-^

To Boy: Woots, thanks for spending quality time together. Thanks for your lil' surprise. Thanks for your movie treat and THANKS THANKS THANKS for everything. Countless times of THANKS is not enough to express how grateful I am to you. =) Let's pray that I'll be more organised and start my revision soon.

*humans are pretentious, aren't they? They pretend to be nice with you when it's not what they want... deep down.

Monday Blues

2006-04-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Monday. What does Monday mean? It means 'Monday Blues'. -sians-
Does anyone know how to cure 'Monday Blues'? I love FRIDAYS!!! TGIF!!!
Initially wanted to have a blog and keep it low-profile and yet now it seemed the other way round, I'm asking if friends have blogs so I can link them. Weird huh? When the day comes when I do not want a blog, 'click-delete', there it goes. :]
Din't really do much today. Slacked at home and the weather was good. Raining cats and dogs. Good for zZzing, i meant. =P Wanted to do some revision, ended up watching teevee and stoning... What a day spent! -_-"

To Jeffie: Thanks for your 'kind' comments ya? *pukes* Wish you luck for ure 31st May TP and have a group meet up before your enlistment. Chill Out yeah? =P

To special frd: Lucky your tan refers to the swimming tan, if not then 'great minds think alike' has no meaning already. lOl Will be cheering you on for the December's marathon. *jia you*

On a lighter note, an advance Happy Birthday to Eelin and FishCake! :)

Relationships.

2006-04-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

Love - is a desire, a hope, a feeling that cannot be described.
Getting into a relationship. A decision that was made to derive happiness and sad to say, misery as well. Life is full of ups and downs. If you experience happiness, needless to say, sadness comes along with it. It's just a matter of time. Some or majority says that the first 3 months is the honeymoon period and after that, quarrels, break-ups come into the picture. More often than not, it always end up both going separate ways. On the other hand, there are those who are also blissfully in love and so obsessed with it too. There's always a left and a right. =]

I've some friends who broke up with their partners and be it for good or bad, I hope they are getting on fine. There's one who actually gave up for the good of both of em, at the expense of his own happiness. Could see that he doesn't want to, and yet he has no solutions to it at all. Rather than let it drag, why not end it in a nice way? *admire him for that*
To this special friend of mine: I do admire you for your courage and not wanting to see your rship ends up nowhere. By being frank with your own heart, you've indeed made a right decision. (that's what i think) Just wanna let you know that at times like these, you still have us, your friends and bros around, so fear not. And knowing that you know your goals, it's good. So be focused and do well. Let nature take its own course. *cheerios! :) -ming tian hui gen hao-

As for JFKB, hmm~ well sometimes unknowingly I will get myself involved is because I'm afraid I'm the cause of her unhappiness. But then, come to think of it, it's bit silly of me to think like that too cus' I din't do anything wrong. So I think the problem is can the both of you please have more communication? =P Haas. *no offence* Anyway thanks for today! Especially, the handkerchief! It's the satisfaction derived from it and not the object itself. Bwehs~ But still thanks! =D Try harder next time for bigger bears! LalalaS~ And stop calling me Aunty at one time and saying I'm behaving like a kid at another. I'm just me OKAY? =P

Okay on a serious note, am glad that days passed quite fast! Can't wait and am looking forward to the day when he's back. =) Am not sure if he misses me =X, but for me, I really miss him so.
To the special someone: By the time you read this, you're already back larh! That's for sure! I miss biting and making you go bonkers! Hope you did enjoy your HKD trip and remember what you owed me k? :P

Last but not least, did not turn up for friend's bbq as I was not feeling well. Felt kinda bad about it! But will sure make up for it some time and I guess the next time will be happy hours time! =D
Hope I will be feeling much much better tomorrow, pls pls pls!!! :)

Before I end, shall bid a goodnight to everyone and may all of you sleep tight and sweet dreams. ^-^

Quoted:
"Those who hurt us doesn't mean they are assholes. But those who hurt us yet ain't apologetic are assholes and those who never learn from mistakes are double assholes." How true is this? =)

Oh yah, I really miss this SGF of mine and she's going for her Genting trip this coming Mon. For some "security" reasons, message for SGF has been removed. =P But all in all, ilu! *muacks*

Zouk KO

2006-04-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

Having a headache, took a nap, after the nap, the headache is still there. Isn't sleeping supposed to cure headaches? o.O" Or is it a sign that I'm getting sick? *shrugs*

The moment I opened my eyes, you are the first that I hope to see, but I gotta be patient. Yes patience.

Let's do a recap of last week... still remembered I went Zouk with my batch mates and not having more than 2 hrs of fun, I was KO, and was sent home. Throughout the time that I was subconscious, my friends were very helpful and were taking care of me. Woots. Aren't they like my sis and bros? =P Practice makes perfect! So hope the next time, I won't KO so fast. *hiaks* By the way, I wasn't DRUNK!!! I was just a lil' bit tipsy only. :P

Will be going over to friend's hse for a BBQ tomorrow~ Our class rocks man~ So many bonding sessions! =X *that's my beloved class of B866.*

I'm missing this someone so much that I wanna see him now now now!!!

Day 01

2006-04-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

I miss Poly life and most importantly my friends. Training in STC is getting tougher each day and let's hope will be able to build stronger bonds with my batch mates.

Shocked when his cousin called and happy that he's having his SNY now. Shiok larh, get to fly to Sydney last Sat and tonight he's leaving for Narita~ =)

to SGF: u and ure !@#$% I will call you as soon as I can cus u made me feel so itchy itchy~! *grrs~

*just a day and I'm already missing you~*

Missing you

2006-04-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

A goodbye hug is all I ever need. You make me feel life is wonderful and the jig-saw puzzle will not be complete, without you. (=

*have fun and don't worry! you're always on my mind.*

Incomplete.

2006-04-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

The incomplete jig-saw puzzle to be completed. By you & me. *hugs*

[Looking forward to Work]

2006-03-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday met up with Bestie and Boy for dinner! Was supposed to be a chatting session but 'Superband' was on and waited for so long but I was too hungry and in the end, missed the performance. -_-" Guessed the worst thing was that I made the other 2 waited so long with me and they were so 'on' and din't blame me too~ How nice of them! :) Wanted to support 'Amber'! Guessed have to wait for the telecast liaos, sians!

Hmm, actually felt so lost, don't know what to update about? o.O" Okie... Am starting work this coming Wed and felt that the time left before working is so short to meet up with other friends! For example, Bestie, Boy, SGF, Cousins, Sis, Kor, Pa, Sec Sch Peeps, Poly Peeps, Pri Sch peeps etc... at this instant, felt as if I'm dying. Lol *touch wood*

Talking about this job, still find it kinda funny, cus as what SGF said, yea "it's just not so you" and indeed, it's true. I din't see myself as one though, but right now it's the fact, and I do hope to see some positive changes in time to come. I mentioned positive right? LOL. =P With this job, I know my parents will be worried, but I'll still try my best to assure them that I'll be OKIE! And Boy and friends will also be there to give me lotsa encouragement and support. *huggies* Hope to fly often and gain more insight and experience. =)

*looking forward to Wed* and prays hard! that my batch will be nice to work with and hang out with! :)

- a new beginning, a new start -

2006-03-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Well, it su*ks at times when blogger is down cus my entry is gone. Maybe I'm stupid for not saving it. Ya da da whatever! Okie I'm back to blog! Cus someone asked me to! LOL if not I guessed I would be lazy to do so!

Let's do a recap! Last Friday, went out with SGF for a shopping trip at Bugis. 5 hours of non-stop shopping is not enough I would say or is Bugis too small a place to shop? While doing shopping, we kept yakking away from personal life to relationships to gossips. Chat about anything under the sun, yes that's us - the SGFs! =D She bought lotsa stuff and I bought none. Well let's hope my turn will come soon and yes SGF, let's meet up for more shopping trips yah? Following that, we went for Ice Cream before heading home. And realised she actually likes to eat Rum & Raisin and Tiramisu and this reminds me of "Wang Lee Hom". LOL Think SGF will know who is it lar HOR? And this SGF is really nice to the extent that she accompanied me back to the east instead of Yishun. But well, she headed to PT's place to collect back some stuff and was thinking of having dinner with her but forgotten that she had to catch her last bus. But lucky, she had her dinner/supper with her friends, if not I would feel bad.
SGF: Thanks for the meetup and it's okie if I din't manage to buy anything, not even my comb. What's important would be the company that you gave and the heart to heart chats. We laughed, talked, chatted, gossiped and more and more. It's really nice being out with you. You made my day. Let's go out again okie? And thanks for updating me too~ =) Don't worry about my side. What will be will be. Hehe~

Met up with Boy on Saturday and we went to Airport T2's Rec Club for dinner. Simple dinner and I guessed we were either too bored or mad to actually go to T1 and T2 continously, and i meant back and fro. But sometimes all these doesn't seem a bother when all it matters is who's beside you. =) *for this, I'm thankful. thanks Boy!* After that, he sent me to TM station and went back to send his Dad off. Haven't seen him for 5 days and duhs, he still need to EAT MORE! got it? =P And the way he talked, OMG, reminds me of myself. *faints* But it wasn't that bad after all! :) And thanks for lending me your ear too!

The results are out. I guessed so, though still have some doubts over it. Nevertheless, I've made a decision and to keep by it. It seemed that my future is more vivid than before. Let's hope I will stay determined and goals-oriented. Wait till everything has settled down, then it's time to share. :)

2006-03-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

Arghs!!! I think I'm just going crazy waiting for the results!! So do my friends. Is it because it's bad news so they are taking their time to report to us or is it because they have not receive the medical results yet? *shrugs* Till now, I'm still praying for the best, cus' it's what I planned. So really hope everything will go well~ *sigh*

Other than rotting and slacking, I'm watching a Jap show which Adr recommends. Looks alright and the lead actress is pretty! Nope, she's CUTE!! =D Heez~ Back to show and slack and relax! :)

[Plans were ruined! =/]

2006-03-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Okie, 1stly, I've not been blogging regularly and someone complained? lOlx Alright. Sorry special GF cus I can't meet you today! But I din't do it on purpose, hope you do understand and not being able to meet today doesn't mean my love for you has decreased! I still love you so! HOR? =P I will make it up to you and meet you more often~ and yesh, I don't owe you one, in fact I owed you 2! =/ Once again, I'm really sorry! Pls dun be angry! <3<3> :P

*cheer up, Ron!* -chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi- Everything will be fine! And oh yah, thanks for sharing so much, teaching and guiding me along! :)*prays that your gf will understand your ku xin!*

Chatted with Sotong too and yeps, drinking session is going to be back real soon! And yah a 'date' with Sotong! Lolx... still like to joke around as usual! *Hey Sotong, if you happen to read my blog, just wanna let you know that no matter where we are, the sotong-squid bond will be there always, no matter what happens! *cheerios :)

Oh yah, spoke to Bestie too and she's busy with work! But never mind, our meet up is going to be soon too, somewhere next week? It's so long since I last saw her! *i miss you, bestie!* I'm mushy, pardon me pls. Do take good care of yourself at work and I know you're enjoying instead of working. *hugs*

[Move On]

2006-03-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

A 'need' to, a 'want' to, a 'have' to. MOVE ON.

The past is past. Be glad that it once happened rather than sad cus it ended. Memories will stay.

Nothing's constant except change.

[Poly's gathering at Mrs Lee's house]

2006-03-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

We had a gathering at Mrs Lee's hse yesterday and omg! Her house is big, no I think it's HUGE. Can you imagine a living room with 4 air-conditioners? And there's a toilet at every level? Well for me, I've 2 toilets but it's only a level. =P And her family consists of only 3 members, excluding the maid though. OH MY! Ain't her son fortunate to live in such a big house? And what more, they owe 2 cars. *Mdm is really rich, can't help it* =)
After that, met up with Boy for some slacking session, but i guessed it turned out to be supper. =X Went to Coffee Club and had some potato wedges and this strawberry dessert which rocks!! *I've forgotten what it's called, sumimasen!* =/ It was great and awesome! Phew~ Guess I need to exercise more, if not sure become *buibui*. Will be back for more! =9
Well with all these aside, guess what I'm worried about is the results that will be out in a few days or weeks? *Let's hope I'm able to clear my medical and get into the job* -prays hard-

::don't let my dreams and hopes be shattered, pls!::

On a brighter note, will be meeting sec sch peeps for dinner later on! Well it's time for some updates, isn't it? Woots. Shall update more when I'm back! Ciaos!

[Testing Testing 1 2 3!]

2006-03-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

Cutie cousin & Cheeky me! (somebody said i din't upload any pic :X) so here's one for you! *muacks*

[Medical check-up]

2006-03-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today to attend a medical check up, but who knows we still end up having to go back tmr. -_-" If only they could inform us that there wasn't a female doctor today... hais a wasted trip! With that aside, went to Adelphi for lunch with Boy and omg, the food are still so nice, despite an increase in the price? *yummy =9 am sure i'll be back soon for more!! =P
Boy helped me with my blog and well am kinda satisfied with this skin as compared to the earlier one which looked so "faded"?? * sorry my eng is bad * =/
Credit goes to him!! *owes a big big TY to Boy* hehe!
On the last note, i'm deprived of sleep and so now, it's bed-time. A tiring day thou' din't engage in much activities. Good night!

*still i'm wishing you all the best and hope everything goes smoothly for you! :)

Lady Luck - smiles and cheers!

2006-03-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

Woots, alright am back to second post! Was quite happy today because i din't expect to pass today's interview. Thou' the kickout rate was really high. -unexpected, i would say-
Maybe should thank Lady Luck and not forgetting those who cheered me on, gave me encouragement and LUCK! The list goes like this... Ah Boy, YC, wL papa, Bestie Darling, Sweetie Ros, Buddy Jon, Lil' P, and last but not least, Uncle! =) and to others whu i've missed out, pls understand i've STM. *do forgive pls :P
It was a tormenting wait, i would say. Within seconds, the results are out. Be it sad or happy, you've to accept it, no matter what. But really kinda shocked how come 'me this type of pattern' also can passed eh? o.O" *wonders*
I've also made new frds! They are nice and the interviewer called me 'young girl' cus' i'm the youngest thr. *faints* But feel so pampered and like xiao-mei-mei! =P

Let's pray everything will go smoothly in days to come, especially tmr! *prays hard* ^-^

[the First entry into my blog]

2006-03-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

Alright, didn't really intend to start a blog... but you know... friends go about saying blogs are fun, allows you to vent out your anger, basically, you're talking to the comp. =P

Right now, am feeling nervous and butterflies in my stomach!!! *shrugs* hope that i will be able to sleep well tonight though. Will keep entries coming in whenever i can. :P

Let's hope this blog will not be an abandoned one. Haas.

Oh yah, i need LUCK LUCK and MORE LUCK for tomorrow. *prays hard*

Will make my blog into a fanciful one asap. I need a tag box too!!!!!!!!!!

Am outta here! *ciaos*